Friday, September 14, 2007
Tempted By Caged Desires...
As I hung upside down in the stringent bondage, caged like a canary, I couldn't help but wonder how I'd managed to get into this situation...
Recently, I've been looking around for new BDSM sims on Second Life, as the spotlight of media attention seems to have shrivelled up old favourites like Heaven And Hell - unless the search engine just isn't finding them anymore. I stumbled on a place called Whispers Of Caged Desires, which according to the advert offers to train slaves and subs.
I've been very curious about being 'trained' recently. What would it involve? How deeply would it affect me? Would I still be 'me' at the end of it... and do I have what it takes to stay the course? As regular readers will know, there's something very erotic to me about the thought of being Mastered, controlled and 'handled' by someone who actually knows what he's doing with me... and to me. But can I really give up all control over myself in the long term?
My curiosity overwhelmed me.
I'm not sure what I was expecting, but when I arrived I was quickly IMed by the owner and builder of Whispers, Mr Henry Kasshiki. He was polite, warm and welcoming - the polar opposite to the standard 'HEY U KNEEL NOW' attitude that a lot of SL Dominants introduce themselves to me with. It was clear he'd had a lot of experience in RL, and he admitted as much later in the conversation. After some chat, he offered to show me around his 'office'...
...where he 'processes' new slaves.
At this point I should admit that he never laid a finger on me - just watched as I took the photos for this post, and chatted in IM with a pair of his slavegirls, including the lovely Jordyn, who I'll mention in greater detail next time. He was the perfect gentleman throughout - at pains to point out that his training is on a deeper level than simply sexual, and that's only one small facet of what submission is. He also made it very clear that this is no game - were I to offer myself, I might not even get past the interview stage.
Obviously, I'm more fascinated than ever. It's been a long, long time since I was this impressed by a Dominant. I'll be taking the weekend off from SL in order to attend to some RL business, but while I'm doing that I'll be thinking about Whispers... and whether I have what it takes to really, truly submit - to actually become what I pretend to be when I model... owned property. Will I take that first step and offer myself completely - to be trained?
I'm shivering a little as I write this.
When I get back, I'll post pictures of how I spent the rest of the afternoon - in some even more stringent and strange poses and situations - and I'll tell you a little more about Mr Kasshiki and the lovely Jordyn. And I'll be telling you my decision.
Until then, if you want me to model for you or make a live appearance, IM Batgirl Infinity. But hurry - who knows if I'll still be allowed to model in the future?