Surrendering To Caged Desires...

I did promise to post a follow-up...



These pictures were taken inside Mr Kasshiki's private residence, a very well-appointed chamber which he stocks with a number of reliable pieces of bondage furniture. It's notable that the frame rate here is near-perfect, and I didn't crash once the whole time I was inside.



Once again, there was no touching - Mr Kasshiki watched with a quiet pride in his achievements, appreciating my poses. Jordyn was the soul of demure submission, remaining quiet and subservient throughout. A bad connection tested (and is likely to continue to test) their patience, but neither of them expressed any desire to discontinue the tour.



Mr Kasshiki is... a fascinating man. It came as little surprise to me to find that he had a D/s lifestyle outside SL, but it was interesting to learn that he ran a D/s sanctuary in RL. He seems far more interested in the spiritual and mental side of domination, rather than the physical, and he's certainly the first Dominant I've met inside SL to get me to analyse my own desire to submit and obey.



The main reason I wanted to be a bondage model in SL is because it's been a fantasy of mine for a long time - the combination of being ordered, posed, and displayed and being bound and used - and it's not something I feel I could realistically do in my RL. But there's a safety in modelling, as well (at least in SL) - I'm a 'slave' for the duration of the shoot, no longer. If the photographer isn't able to please me, it simply becomes a job of work - I'm not bound to him for longer than necessary. There aren't any risks.



Whispers Of Caged Desires is the first time I've felt the call of a deeper submission - of becoming a true slave, an owned piece of property. Partly, it's the magnetism of Mr Kasshiki. It's rare that I meet a Dominant who I feel truly submissive towards - so rare that it actually shocks me when it happens. I was also very impressed by the conduct of his slave, Jordyn. As you can see, she's very beautiful, but also one of the most well-behaved subs I've ever seen - the opposite of the 'bratty' stereotype that you generally find in the BDSM sims. If I'm allowed, I might just do a special shoot with her in the future!



Anyway, after he showed me his personal quarters, Mr Kasshiki kindly gave me a tour of his Punishment Block - a high-tech jail that he'd built on a sky platform. It was very clear he'd saved the best for last. Unfortunately I didn't get the chance to take as many photos of it as I'd like, so you'll have to make do with this one. I hope I'm not blocking the view too much...



Finally, I had my chance to explore the punishment cell itself. By this time, all the constant bondage and display was having quite an effect on me, as you can imagine. Fortunately, the tour came to an end before I could do or say anything rash...



...but that's just what I intend to do. I'm nervous, but I've made the decision to offer myself as the owned property of Whispers Of Caged Desires. Assuming I pass my interview, I'll be confined to the grounds for the next two weeks, which will restrict modelling opportunities - but I'm confident that this will be the start of a new dimension in submission. As usual, IM Batgirl Infinity any time you want to say hi - and I'll see you soon with some posts from a slave in training...

Tempted By Caged Desires...

As I hung upside down in the stringent bondage, caged like a canary, I couldn't help but wonder how I'd managed to get into this situation...



Recently, I've been looking around for new BDSM sims on Second Life, as the spotlight of media attention seems to have shrivelled up old favourites like Heaven And Hell - unless the search engine just isn't finding them anymore. I stumbled on a place called Whispers Of Caged Desires, which according to the advert offers to train slaves and subs.



I've been very curious about being 'trained' recently. What would it involve? How deeply would it affect me? Would I still be 'me' at the end of it... and do I have what it takes to stay the course? As regular readers will know, there's something very erotic to me about the thought of being Mastered, controlled and 'handled' by someone who actually knows what he's doing with me... and to me. But can I really give up all control over myself in the long term?



My curiosity overwhelmed me.



I'm not sure what I was expecting, but when I arrived I was quickly IMed by the owner and builder of Whispers, Mr Henry Kasshiki. He was polite, warm and welcoming - the polar opposite to the standard 'HEY U KNEEL NOW' attitude that a lot of SL Dominants introduce themselves to me with. It was clear he'd had a lot of experience in RL, and he admitted as much later in the conversation. After some chat, he offered to show me around his 'office'...



...where he 'processes' new slaves.



At this point I should admit that he never laid a finger on me - just watched as I took the photos for this post, and chatted in IM with a pair of his slavegirls, including the lovely Jordyn, who I'll mention in greater detail next time. He was the perfect gentleman throughout - at pains to point out that his training is on a deeper level than simply sexual, and that's only one small facet of what submission is. He also made it very clear that this is no game - were I to offer myself, I might not even get past the interview stage.



Obviously, I'm more fascinated than ever. It's been a long, long time since I was this impressed by a Dominant. I'll be taking the weekend off from SL in order to attend to some RL business, but while I'm doing that I'll be thinking about Whispers... and whether I have what it takes to really, truly submit - to actually become what I pretend to be when I model... owned property. Will I take that first step and offer myself completely - to be trained?

I'm shivering a little as I write this.

When I get back, I'll post pictures of how I spent the rest of the afternoon - in some even more stringent and strange poses and situations - and I'll tell you a little more about Mr Kasshiki and the lovely Jordyn. And I'll be telling you my decision.

Until then, if you want me to model for you or make a live appearance, IM Batgirl Infinity. But hurry - who knows if I'll still be allowed to model in the future?

The Story Of 'O'...

I did a shibari shoot a couple of days ago with 'O' Magazine - lots of tight bondage in a japanese setting.



All of it was shot in the mansion of Ivana Pawlowski, who let me take a few shots for this entry - if you want to see the shots that ended up in the magazine, you'll have to buy the issue in question... which will feature me getting very, very naked indeed.



The panties stuffed in my mouth were another gift from Rav Binder, who I haven't seen nearly as much as I'd like. The problem is a mixture of timezones and some busy RL lifestyles, which means that I haven't managed to get hold of him for long periods. He's the first Dominant I've met on SL who stands a chance of breaking me totally and putting me deep into subspace, so we'll see if he rises to that challenge...



In the meantime, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't very taken with Ivana. She was completely professional throughout, but flirtatious and dominant enough to keep me in subbie mode throughout the shoot. She was even going to introduce me to wax play - but technical difficulties prevented it this time around. It's still going to be an absolutely sizzling shoot, and I'll let you all know when it comes out!



Until then, remember to IM Batgirl Infinity for all your bondage and modelling needs! See you next time!

In Classic Peril At VR Fetish...

I stumbled onto the bad side of RealRestraint last night, as a particularly dull would-be Domme ended up locking me up and running off with the keys! Luckily it is possible to reset the scripts for the shackles as a last resort - otherwise I'd still be wearing them. Be careful who you trust with the keys to your next-gen bondage equipment, folks...

Still, I got another lovely gift from the remarkable Mr Binder (who actually got me to the begging stage last night with only a few well-chosen words) - a particularly tight full body cage. And where better to demonstrate it than in the pool at VR Fetish?



But what's that in the background?



Eep!



Luckily I escaped in the very nick of time... and went on to check out the rest of VR Fetish. There's no doubt that this is the very best forniphilia ('human furniture' to you and me) store in the whole of SL.

Here's me as a human chair... do I look comfy to you?



And the VR Fetish Candlestick, for a romantic candle-lit evening at home...



Or how about a human coffee table, complete with centerpiece?



My absolute favourite, though, is the Bartender - a drinks cabinet where a trapped slave is forced to provide the drinks...



And after browsing through all the wonderful human furniture on offer, you can wind up your day by spending an hour or two as a helpless mannequin in the shop window...



If you want to book me for a photoshoot or a live performance, just IM Batgirl Infinity - or even if you just want to say hi! Until next time...

A New Look... And New Toys!

This is what I look like when I'm not in my trademark latex costume. The lingerie is courtesy of MythCreations, my new skin is available from Naughty Designs...

...and my smile is free from VR Fetish - where I got my ballgag.



I mentioned my new playmate, Rav Binder, in the last post - one of the gifts he gave me during our first sizzling session was a set of straps from RealRestraint. As you can see, they bring out the very best in me.



The straps have a number of poses built in, and are of course fully lockable and, when locked on you by a sexy Dominant, completely inescapable... mmmm...



My favourite pose is the hogtie, which looks and feels delicious.



The wonderful thing about RealRestraints is that you can move about a little in your bondage - writhing about in a desperate attempt to escape your fiendish captor - and the movement animation for the hogtie is so absolutely perfect that I wish I could show you an animation of me trying it out. Maybe when I'm a film star...



I decided to investigate RealRestraint a little further, and found their most complete bondage item - the Serious Shackles set, a set of wonderfully menacing steel shackles including a collar which made me go a little weak at the knees, and I'm not a collar sort of girl. Here are some shots of me, bound mercilessly in them at my Lord and Master's pleasure...





Mmmm... looking at those photos makes me want to look up the lovely Mr Binder again and test my new toys out.

If you want to use me for a photoshoot or a live appearance, or just want to chat, IM Batgirl Infinity anytime. Until then...

Hello and welcome...

My name is Batgirl Infinity and I've made it my mission to become Second Life's most famous bondage model. I'm available for photoshoots in any setting you might care to name, and in this blog I'll be giving regular updates of my very best work so far... but be warned, all photos here will be PG-rated. If you want to see what's under the outfit, you'd better hire me for a shoot in-world!

To start off with, here are some shots I took in and around the wonderful Damsel Island. Click to enlarge...



A classic position...



Something a little more stringent...



A classic peril from the silent movie era...



Chained and ballgagged...



More from my ballgag. This armbinder was a gift from a very lovely gentleman by the name of Mr. Binder, who proceeded to take me in hand... more of that later.

IM Batgirl Infinity if you want to use me in a photoshoot... or just to say hi!